Ahhhh!

Huh, I finally decided to come to work today despite realizing that most of the staffs would be on leave; having our office closed tomorrow for the CNY break. Sent an sms to Dana asking who'll be working on Monday. A reply from her read :

"Guess what dude? Only 6 people will be working on Mon. Are you coming in?"

Damn, 6 people in the office? What the heck. I'd rather save my leave and use it somewhere else. So, here I am,... in the office, in front of this PC wondering, what had happened to my blogging. I must say that I'm running out of idea on what to blog. Damn, it has been so incredibly hesitant to blog lately. There's really no logical explanation. So far I succeeded in putting the blame on the heavy load of burden at work which had someway, somehow kept me away from the net as to deny me from posting in here. But as I write, I'm really uncertain of that, if it can be called as an excuse. I've been reading other people's blogs like crazy though, and I've found a whole stack of new ones that drew me in and got me hooked. But yet, I can't decide on what to write in my own baby. Yan introduced me to blogging, I got some friends hooked up to it and they are know blogging like crazy... and now I'm the one pulling back?

Well, I found this somewhere while surfing the net...

"I quit smoking, but I can't quit blogging. If someone succeeds in quitting, don't tell my wife.
Posted by Carl on June 10, 2003 at 9:07 PM

and,

I've been blogging for more than a year. There are times that I think I spend too much time doing it. Times I think I should be doing other things. Times my wife bitches about it. Times I just don't feel like doing it. Times I get tired of the hate mail. Times I get tired of the stupid people who pose stupid arguments and then call me an idiot.

But before I can even form a coherent thought about quiting, I realize, I'll always have something to say and I'll want a place to say it, though I may not feel that way everyday, why deprive myself of my place to say it? It's not like I get paid for this, so I can take a break any time I like. I don't even worry about the traffic any more (I used to fret that if I didn't post every day, my audience would whither away ... I just don't worry about that anymore ... if people read my shit, great ... if not, I'm OK with that).
Posted by Howard Owens on June 11, 2003 at 11:16 PM

and this one by Trinity,

Hmm, been blogging for a year and a half. There were times I thought about quitting. One time, Dean posted a comment and said that I wouldn't do it if I didn't like it. He was right. I DO like it! And, dammit, I can't get away from it, even when I want to. Blogging gets in your blood, man. And those bloggers who do stay around for a year or more are the ones that have a lot to say...and will probably always have a lot of shit to say. We're blogaholics.
Posted by Trinity on June 12, 2003 at 10:37 PM

I guess all I need is a break!
See ya peeps! Enjoy your holiday!!!

Posted by Wan Mohd Fahimi @ 4:15 PM